Part of being human and living is admitting you were wrong, and saying sorry. Some times it may seem hard, and you might some how think your right even though you know that you are wrong according to lawful announcements (such as the Bible). But we have to be willing to apologize with our entire hearts, otherwise we will lose our friends, and the love from our families.

Just this past week I have caused, God only knows how much trouble, and you can be sure I was being very self righteous thinking I was right and that was all there is to it. One problem with this is it caused an argument with my mom, the other I hurt a friend not intentionally of course, but I still hurt her. Now seeing as I can't afford to lose any friends or family members, I have apologize (but was it with my heart?) I don't think it was to much with my heart as it is about to be now, upon much thought God has opened my eyes to how stupid I was being. But do we just have to apologize to the people we hurt? Nope! we have to do a bit more than that, we have to look to our father in heaven, and ask for his forgiveness and ask that he helps us stay our mouths when we feel a little stressed (especially me I have problems shutting my mouth, when I think I'm right).

But yah so #1 Sarah Rush I'm sorry for not being level headed, and taking what you said in the opposite direction from what you meant

#2 I'M ESSECIALLY SORRY to mom for being such a problem child for my whole life, medically, emotionally, and intellectually

#3 I'm sorry to God for not listening to his word all those times I should have.

I realized that through my life many events have happened, and many of those events are hard to believe. Conveniently enough my family are the only ones who can vouch that it all really happened, and I know that doesn't always help. God placed me in places where I was not expecting to be put through such an amazingly physically/emotionally trying event. Some of these events seem rather super natural, and out of this world, especially since so much does not happen like that in a young boys life all that much..... I mean I hardly believe most of the stuff that happened in my life, if it didn't happen I wouldn't actually believe it {like pulling a kid out of a road with speeding cars and almost getting nailed a few times, how does a 13/14 year old pull that off?}. I know I should have kept some of these events from some friends, I may have been better friends with you guys if I didn't tell you about my unbelievable days, and from experiences laid down in the past I realized that it was these unbelieveabe events taht you could not believe. But remember this, I am Christian, I know that every single time I lie my reationship with God grows farther and farther apart. I do not know if that will help any of you but God placed me in these places because I was meant to help people, and as for what happens in my day I will keep it to myself, I would rather keep my friends then lose friends (unless of course God tells me otherwise). So Whether you Believe me or not Believe me it is not my business, but I know one person who does believe me our Lord Heavenly Father. And I will keep on going where he tells me, and do what ever crazy thing he has for me. AND HEY who needs a witness to proove these events when I have God as my witness :-D

Ok so I again I'm having problems thinking of what to say, this is why I'm not a very good blogger........ OH WAIT!

Ok so at my last practice/game type thingy there were two guys beating up on another guy and so I went in to drag one of the guys off of this guy, but I went in not expecting to be punched (BIG MISTAKE!) So anyways in practices I don't normally wear a mouth guard. So anyways I go in and I start trying to drag one of my team mates off of this guy and my team mate turns around and gives me one righter and a quick left, before he can give another right I block the hit, but the damage was already done..... my mouth was bleeding, so as soon as he stopped throwing the punches I put my finger in my mouth and I could feel that my dead tooth was deformed...... Anyways long story short, my moms friend (who is a dentist) took me in and did emergency work, but she said my tooth is fragile as glass.....

Another quote from me this time about smiling:

"A smile is like a fire, if it has enough fuel it will grow in other peoples hearts. And any smile is definitely contagious.In a good smile, your whole face will smile; your eyes, your mouth, your nose...ears... and a good smile shows how happy you are as well. So since you are happy and you're smiling, in reward, your smile will grow in your friends. And if you ask "how do you help your friends each day?" When a friend sees a friend who is smiling and happy at that! The friend who observes your smile, will smile to!"

well I might write more later, but for now


God Loves YOU!
"For God so Loved the world that he Gave His One and ONLY Son that who so ever believed in Him shall Never Die but have Everlasting Life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world but to save the world through Him!" John 3:16-17

adios

OKAY, as many of you know I am not really good at keeping up with these things, but despite that fact I decided to put a blog on my website anyways..... But the question always comes down to what to talk about? What happened that would interest my readers? will they come back to read my website again?

Hmm questions? Questions seem to drive life don't they? Like why is life so complicated? or why are we so fortunate to have friends and family?

Friends, hmm, "A friend is to love at all times , and a brother is born for adversity"

I have friends who never cease to amaze me with how much they care! They show me no ends of love, God really shines through them!

but what to write about? Life.......Life can be confusing, painful, joyful, hopeful, beautiful......... Life was made for a reason, so that we could Love and be loved, so we could Love our heavenly father...... But is this life? or are we merely developing in a womb?
I said to a friend once, that death is like being born. It takes time to develop enough that God will call us home (our due date). When the time comes everything goes blank, then we open our eyes and see our Father. He'll look down on us, there will be something different about his his face, it will be like no other, it will be filled with endless love. He will reach down and pick me up saying "My son, its okay I got you, your home now. You have no need to ever be afraid again. I will protect you." He will cry joyful tears. I will be loved like a newborn baby is loved. Thus being born!

hmm I can't figure out what I should write about, so this randomized post should be good enough :-p